Senor Eric, come esta! Or better said, wo bist du denn irgendwo jetzt?
When the whole Steem/hive stuff was going down about a year ago..I also hardly written anything because it seemed to be a battle above the head of the 'average' user. What the outcome is in the end...I dont believe in communities
I believe in peopel working towards the same goal, but all ego and selfpreservation will kick in. Like always...Whether that is in a company, in your hometown or in your group of friends, no course will ever hold entirely.Accepting that and choosing what is acceptable for youself does help I guess ;)
I found the writing over the year was very therapeutic with the pandemic going on. I dont know how bad it is where you are now, but things have been medium sweet especially from my work perspective. The writing helps. Using it in that way. And choosing your own route in this community I guess.
I hope you will find your direction is what feels like usful for you dude! Stay safe and we should set up another meetup mennnnn!