Munshi Indramani's income was low and cost was more. Could not afford the midwife for her child. But the insult of living up to one's child's service and the insults of others becoming hethrows for their peers compelled to bear this expenditure. The child wanted the babysitter to be very much, and he always had a necklace. Dai was more important, but perhaps the biggest reason was that she could not dare to answer the right-hander's right. The old lady was his servant for three years here. He had raised his only boy. His work was done with great speed and hard work. There was no excuse for him to remove and wasted in vain was against the nature of a good man like Indramani, but Sukhda did not agree with her husband in this regard. He suspected that the midwife looted us. When the midwife returned from the market, she would have been hidden in the hallway, so that she could not keep the dough hidden somewhere; The wood then does not hide. Seeing the things brought about by him, looking for hours, inquiring hours. Repeatedly, why not? What is the sense Has it become so expensive? The midwife would sometimes answer these suspicious questions humblely, but whenever the daughter-in-law became much faster then she also got stiff. Swears oaths Introduce the martial arts of cleanliness. The debate took hours. Often this condition was always routine and this drama ended with the dawn of the midwife every day. Keeping so tightly on the midwife, Sukhda's doubts were further strengthened. She never believed that this old lady is only loved by the child. She did not consider the old woman so much love-Sheila.
3239/5000
sanyog se ek din daee ko baajaar se lautane mein jara der ho gayee. vahaan do kunjadinon mein devaasur sangraam macha tha. unaka chitramay haav-bhaav, unaka aagney tark-vitark, unake kataaksh, aur vyangy sab anupam the. vish ke do nad the ya jvaala ke do parvat, jo donno taraph se umad kar aapas mein takara gaye the. kya vaak-pravaah tha, kaisee vichitr vivechana ! unaka shabd-baahuly, unakee maarmik vichaarasheelata, unake alankrt shabd-vinyaas aur unakee upamaon kee naveenata par aisa kaun-sa kavi hai jo mugdh na ho jaata. unaka dhairy, unakee shaanti vismayajanak thee. darshakon kee ek khaasee bheed bhee thee. vah laaj ko bhee lajjit karanevaale ishaare, vah ashleel shabd jinase malinata ke bhee kaan khade hote, sahastron rasikajanon ke lie manoranjan kee saamagree bane hue the.
daee bhee khadee ho gayee ki dekhoon kya maamala hai. tamaasha itana manoranjak tha ki use samay ka bilakul dhyaan na raha. yakaayak jab nau ke ghante kee aavaaj kaan mein aayee to chaunk padee aur lapakee huee ghar kee or chalee.
sukhada bharee baithee thee. daee ko dekhate hee tyoree badal kar bolee-kya baajaar mein kho gayee thee ?
daee vinayapoorn bhaav se bolee-ek jaan-pahachaan kee maharee se bhent ho gayee. vah baaten karane lagee.
sukhada is javaab se aur bhee chidh kar bolee-yahaan daphtar jaane ko der ho rahee hai aur tumhen sair-sapaate kee soojhatee hai.
parantu daee ne is samay dabane mein hee kushal samajhee, bachche ko god mein lene chalee, par sukhada ne jhidak kar kaha-rahane do, tumhaare bina vah vyaakul nahin hua jaata.
daee ne is aagya ko maanana aavashyak nahin samajha. bahoo jee ka krodh thanda karane ke lie isase upayogee aur koee upaay na soojha. usane rudramani ko ishaare se apane paas bulaaya. vah donon haath phailaaye ladakhadaata hua usakee or chala. daee ne use god mein utha liya aur daravaaje kee taraph chalee. lekin sukhada baaj kee tarah jhapatee aur rudr ko usakee god se chheen kar bolee-tumhaaree yah dhoortata bahut dinon se dekh rahee hoon. yah tamaashe kisee aur ko dikhaiyo. yahaan jee bhar gaya.
daee rudr par jaan detee thee aur samajhatee thee ki sukhada is baat ko jaanatee hai. usakee samajh mein sukhada aur usake beech yah aisa majaboot sambandh tha, jise saadhaaran jhatake tod na sakate the. yahee kaaran tha ki sukhada ke katu vachanon ko sun kar bhee use yah vishvaas na hota tha ki mujhe nikaalane par prastut hai. sukhada ne yah baaten kuchh aisee kathorata se kaheen aur rudr ko aisee nirdayata se chheen liya ki daee se sahy na ho saka. bolee-bahoo jee ! mujhase koee bada aparaadh to nahin hua, bahut to paav ghante kee der huee hogee. is par aap itana bigad rahee hain to saaph kyon nahin kah deteen ki doosara daravaaja dekho. naaraayan ne paida kiya hai to khaane ko bhee dega. majadooree ka akaal thode hee hai.
sukhada ne kaha-to yahaan tumhaaree paravaah hee kaun karata hai ? tumhaaree jaisee laundinen galee-galee thokaren khaatee phiratee hain.
daee ne javaab diya-haan, naaraayan aapako kushal se rakhen. laundinen aur daiyaan aapako bahut milengee. mujhase jo kuchh aparaadh hua ho, kshama keejiega, main jaatee hoon.
sukhada-ja kar maradaane mein apana hisaab kar lo.
daee-meree taraph se rudr baaboo ko mithaiyaan mangava deejiega.
itane mein indramani bhee baahar se aa gaye, poochha-kya hai kya ?
daee ne kaha-kuchh nahin. bahoo jee ne javaab diya hai, ghar jaatee hoon.
indramani grhasthee ke janjaal se is tarah bachate the jaise koee nange pairavaala manushy kaanton se bache. unhen saare din ek hee jagah khade rahana manjoor tha, par kaanton mein pair rakhane kee himmat na thee. khinn ho kar bole-baat kya huee ?
sukhada ne kaha-kuchh nahin. apanee ichchha. jee nahin chaahata, nahin rakhate. kisee ke haathon bik to nahin gaye.
indramani ne jhunjhala kar kaha-tumhen baithe-baithe ek na ek khuchad soojhatee rahatee hai.
sukhada ne tinak kar kaha-haan, mujhe to isaka rog hai. kya karoon svabhaav hee aisa hai. tumhen yah bahut pyaaree hai to le jaakar gale mein baandh lo, mere yahaan jaroorat nahin।
Incidentally, one day the midwife was late in returning from the market. There were two wrestling chains in the Goddess Sangh. His graphical gestures, his igneous logic, his sarcasm, and satire were all unmatched. There were two rivers of poison or two mountains of Jwala, which climbed on both side and collided with each other. What a strange flow of speech! What is the essence of his word-greatness, his poignant thoughtfulness, his ornate words and the novelty of his similes, which is not enlightened? His patience, his peace was astonishing. There was also a crowd of spectators. It was also shameful for gestures of shame, those obscene words which even stood for the filth of idolatry, were the content of entertainment for the thousand racers.
The midwife also stood up to see what was the matter. The spectacle was so entertaining that she did not have any time to meditate. When the sound of nine hours came in the ears, it was shocked and turned towards the locked house.
Sukhada was sitting full. Seeing the midwife, changing the tire and saying- what was lost in the market?
The Dai met with humorous speech-a life-recognition of Mahri. He started talking
Sukhda is also irritated with this answer and bribe- It is late to go to the office and lets you explore the picnic.
But the midwife at that time was considered to be capable only to be able to control, she took the child to the lap, but Sukhda rebuked and said, let it be, without you it is not disturbed.
Dai did not understand the mandate to obey this order. It is useful to cool the anger of the daughter-in-law and not to get any remedy. He summoned Rudramani to him. The two hands stretched out towards him. Dai lifted him in the lap and walked towards the door. But, like Sukhda Baq, you rush and grab Rudra from his lap, you have seen this cunning for a long time. Show this spectacle to someone else Got filled up here
Dai gave birth to Rudra and understood that Sukhda knows this thing. In his understanding, it was such a strong relationship between Sukhda and him, which could not break the usual shocks. This was the reason that even after listening to the bitter words of Sukhda, he did not believe that I was presented on removing. Sukhda stripped Rudra from such ruthlessness with such a rigidity, that such a ruthlessness could not be tolerated with the midwife. Bid-daughter-in-law! There was no big crime to me, it would have been late for a couple of hours. If you are so deteriorating on this, why do not you say clearly that look at the second door. If Narayan has created it, he will also give it to the food. There is only a shortage of wages.
Sukhda said - then who cares about you here? Like you, the locals roam the streets and eat locks.
The midwife responded- Yes, Narayana would keep you well. Ladies and ladies will find you a lot. I am sorry that I have committed a crime, I will go.
Make your account in happiness and go away.
Dai-I will order sweet sweets to Rudra Babu on my behalf.
Indramani also came in from outside, asked what is it?
The midwife said-nothing. Bahu ji has answered, I go home.
Indrajitans would have escaped from the penis of the household like this, like a bare survivor man survived from thorns. He was allowed to stand in the same place all day, but there was no dare to walk in thorns. Shout-out, what happened?
Sukhda said-nothing. Own wish. Do not want to live. It was not sold to anyone's hands.
Indramani said, 'You are sitting in a sitting room.
Sukhda said stiffly-yes, I have its disease. What is the nature of doing so? If you are very sweet then take it and tie it in the neck, I do not need it here.
If the midwife came out of the house, the eyes were scurrilated. Heart was yearning for Rudramani. I wanted to love the child once; But he had to get out of the house when he was inclined.
Rudramani came to the door behind the midwife, but when the midwife stopped the door from the door, she crumbled on the ground and cries with Anna and Anna crying. Sukhda tried to kiss, love, take lap, lured to give sweets, promises to show the fair, when it did not work, threatened the monkey, soldier, lulu and hawa, but Rudra held that night , That has not been silent in any way. Even Sukhda got angry, left the child there and came and came into the house business. Rutha-Route's mouth and cheeks became red, eyes became swollen. He could sleep right there on the ground.
Sukhda had understood that the child would be silent after a while. Rudra awakened Anna's cries as soon as he awoke. At three o'clock came from the Indramani office and seeing the condition of the child, looking at the woman towards the crippled eyes, she lifted her in the lap and started celebrating. When Rudra finally believed that the midwife had gone to sweets, she was satisfied.
But in the evening, he started screaming again - Anna Sweets
So two-three days passed. Rudra had no other work than crying and crying. That cool nature dog, which did not even come from his lap for a moment; The silent lunatic cat, who was not happy with seeing it on the face; The wingless bird, which he gave to life, all came down from his mind. He does not even look at him by lifting his eyes. A place like Anna's living, loving, lover, transmitter, trickle-greener, a place to cheer, could not be filled with those non-living things. She is often alarmed by sleeping-hours, Anna-Anna calls and calls her with hands, as if calling him. Stay in the empty room of Anna for hours. He hoped that Anna would be coming here Anna and Anna run by saying if the closet door opens, then Anna and Anna run away. Understand that Anna came. His full body dissolved, the face of a rose rose dried up, the mother and the father used to crave for their laughter. If he laughs too much from being tickling or teasing, he would have felt that he would not laugh at heart, he was laughing just to keep his heart. He had no love with milk now, neither from a sugarcane, nor from a dough, nor from a sweet biscuit, with fresh emati. It was fun when Anna used to feed her hands. Now they did not have fun. The beautiful flowering plant of two years was wither away. The boy who had experienced softness, warmth and heaviness as soon as he was raised in the lap, now he was chopped off. Sukhada, seeing this condition of her child, within she lies within, repentant on her stupidity. Indramani, the peace loving man, did not separate the boy from the lap, he used to take the air regularly along with him. Constantly bringing new toys, but the withered plant did not flourish in any way. Dai was the sun of the world for him. How to show Harriari out of being deprived of that natural heat and light? Without the midwife, he was now seen silent around. The second meal was kept on the third day. But Rudra used to hide his face as soon as he saw it, as if he was a din or a witch.
Seeing the midwife in direct form, Rudra now remains immersed in his imagination. There she was seen moving about her Anna. She was her lap; she was affectionate; The same lovely things, the same lovely songs, the same sweet sweets, the same wonderful world, the same joyful life. Sitting alone, talking to the mysterious Anna, Anna, dog hungry. Anna gives cow milk. Anna; The bright red horse ran. As soon as he was late, he went to the dairi's cell and took it, and said - Anna, water. Take a glass of milk and put it in his closet and say- Anna, milk drinker. Put a pillow on his headboard and cover it with a sheet, and say- Anna sleeps. When Sukhda was eating, he took up the bowl and took it to Anna's cell and says- Anna eats food. Anna was now the object of a paradise for her, now she had no hope of returning. In the temperament of Rudra, gradually started to show a disappointing patience, a joyless sag from the child's agility and lifestyle. Three weeks passed like this. There was rainy season. Never restless heat, sometimes the cold breeze of the air. There was the emphasis of fever and cold. Rudra's weakness could not tolerate this season-change. Sukhada kept her flannel kurta worn. They do not let him near the water. The bare feet do not even move one step. But the winter looks Rudra started coughing and fever.
It was morning. The eye was closed on the Rudra cottage. The treatment of doctors failed. Sukhda sitting on the couch was massaging oil in his chest and Indramani was watching the child with compassionate eyes, which were made of idol of despair. He used to speak a lot less than Sukhda. They had become a kind of disgust for him. He knew the only reason for Rudra's disease. She was a very lowly woman in her eyes. Sukhda said frightenedly- Today called the great Hakim Sahib; Maybe their medication benefits.
Indramani, looking at the black humors, responded stubbornly - not a bigger one, even if he had a conviction, he would not have any advantage.
Sukhda said- would not it be anybody's medicine now?
Indramini-Bus, it's a single drug and is unique.
Sukhda-you are just the same tune player. Will the old lady come and bring the nectar?
Indramani - He is poison for you, but it will be nectar for the boy only.
Sukhda - I do not think that God is benevolent to him.
If you do not understand and do not understand till now, then you will cry. The child will have to wash hands.
Be happy, keep quiet, do you get out of the ominous mouth? If you want to hear such a burn, then go out.
Indramani - so I go But remember, this murder will be on your own neck. If you want to see the boy fit, then go to the right midwife, request him and pray, apologize, ask forgiveness Your child's life is under his mercy.
Sukhda did not respond. Tears were released with his eyes.
Indramani asked, "Do you want me to go?"
Sukhda-Why you will go, I will go away.
Inspiration-No, sorry, sorry. I do not trust you. Do not know what comes out of your speech that whatever comes it may not even happen.
Sukhada looked towards her husband with disdain and said, "Yes, and what, I am only sorry for my child's disease." I did not tell you by shame, but this thing has arisen in my heart again and again. If I knew the address of the midwife's house, then I would have brought it to her. She was so angry with me, but she had love with Rudra. I will go to him today. You ask to make a plea, I am ready to fall in his feet. She will soak her feet with tears, and I will persuade the way she will agree.
Sukhda took a lot of patience and said these things, but the tears that were tired could not stop. Indramani looked sympathetically towards the woman and said to be ashamed- I do not think your visit is appropriate. I myself go.
Kailasi was alone in the world. At some time his family was blooming like a rose; But slowly all his leaves fell. Now all her greenery became corrupted, and now the only dry twig left the mark of that green tree.
But after getting Rudra, she had lost in this dry twig. The green leaves came out in it. Life that was so dull and dry till now; Now the glue was made alive and alive. Walking in the dark forest, the wandering pilgrims began to glimpse the light. Now his life was meaningless but not worthwhile.
Kailasi got down on Rudra's innocence; But she hid her affection from Sukhda, because that mother would not have hatred in her heart. She used to bring sweets from Rama to Mother for sweet and to feed her. That baby, two or three times a day, is very strong in that rubbish carpets. He does not feed anything in front of others that he will be seen. He always used to weep for the baby's short-lived crying Keeping the talisman and guards used to keep him from evil eyes. It was her pure love. There was no smell of selfishness in it.
Today, this was the case of Kailasi, which came out of this house, which is the view of the visitors due to the exhaustion of electric lamps in the theater. The same aspect was dancing in front of him. The same sweet and sweet things were echoing in the ears He used to eat his house. That dungeon used to be tossed.
Night cut In the morning, he was brooming in the house. He came out of the house with great speed after hearing the sound of fresh halva. Then I remembered, who will eat halwa today? Who will be sitting today in the lap? Kelassi's heart was agitated for listening to the melodious songs that the halwa used to eat from the eyes of Rudra, with lips and with one part of body. He got upset and came out of the house and let's see Rudra. But returned halfway through.
Rudra Kelassi did not even come to the attention of a moment. He was shocked at the festoon, knowing that the horse of Rudra Stole came running. Neighbors went by, then discussing Rudra. Rudra was settled in her heart and life. Sukhda's hard work did not pay attention to his heart. It was intended daily that I will go to see Rudra today. She used to bring sweets and toys from the market. Moving from home, but coming back by the way. Never goes beyond two or four steps. Who should take the mouth What kind of love should I show that love is a cunning? Ever wondered if Rudra did not recognize me? What is the whereabouts of children's love? The new babysitter may have got shaken. He used to think that he used to do chains on his feet.
Two weeks have passed like this. Kailasi would be bored, as if she had to make a long trip. The things of the house where they were lying there, there was no need to eat, neither did the clothes. Night and day, Rudra was immersed in the meditation. Incidentally, the time has come for these days to visit Badrinath. Some people of the mohalla started preparing for the trip. The condition of Kailasi was that of the pet bird at this time, who came out of the cage and then searched for somebody. He got this good opportunity of forgetting Ready to travel.
The sky was covered with dark blacks, and light shades were falling. There was a crowd of passengers at the Delhi station. Some were sitting on trains, some were departing from their families. There was a stir around. Even today, they were clinging to the world. There was a woman cautioning that if the paddy was cut, giving the peas in the pond field, and wheat near the garden. Someone was explaining to his young boy, do not delay in the accumulation of outstanding rent on the uncles, and cut two hundred rupees of interest. An old trader, Mahasaya, was telling his account that if the goods are late in the coming, then he himself will go away, and the exchange will be taken, otherwise the rupee will be trapped. But there were some such reverential men, who used to see religion. They either were quietly admiring towards the sky or were engrossed in wreckage. Kailasi was also thinking of sitting in a car, these good men still do not care about the world. The same business-related business, discussion of transactions. If Rudra was here at this time, she would cry very much, never come off my lap. He'll go back and see him. Or God goes some way; The heat is getting disturbed. It has been reduced so much, but does not take the name of rain. Do not know, why are these trains delaying? The lie runs around and around. It's not that instantly open the cart. Learn about the lives of passengers. Suddenly he saw Indramani coming on the platform to bicycle. His face was down, and clothes were sweaty. He started peeking in the trains. Kailasi only to show that I too am going to visit; Came out of the car. And the Indramani came closer to him after seeing him; And you said, why did you go to visit?
Kailasi replied with graciousness- Yes, what should I do here? There is no place of life, I do not know when the eyes are closed, there should be some way to show the face of God. Are Rudra babu well?
Indramani- now you are going. What will you do by asking Rudra? Bless him.
Kailasi's chest started beating. Do not worry, they are not good.
Indramani - He is sick from the day you left there. For two weeks, she made a cry of Anna and Anna. Now has been in cough and fever for a week. Losing all the medicines, there is no benefit. I had thought that I will bring my love for you and walk. Do you know what you can see and how to look after it. But when you came to your house, you know that you
Do you know what you can see and how to look after it. But when you came to your house, you know that you are going to visit. Now let's talk with my mouth. What good did you do with you, which is very courageous? Then there is also the fear of obstructing virtue. Go, his God is the master. Age is remaining then it will be saved. Otherwise what is the contempt of someone in God's speed?
Kailasi's eyes were dark in front of them. The front things started to floating around. The heart was shocked by the prospect of a future inauspicious. The heart went out of the way - 'O God, my hair should not become bald.' Love is full of throats. I wonder what kind of heart I am. The lovely baby cried crying, and I did not go to see him. Sukhda's nature is not good, not right, but what did Rudra do to me that I took my son from the son. God forgive me my crime. Cute Rudra is screaming for me. (From this point of view, Kalasei's lung cancer took place, and tears were flooded with eyes.) What I knew was that she loved me so much. Do not know what the condition of the child is. Do you drink milk or drink milk?
Indramani-You say to drink milk! She did not open the eyes for two days.
Kailasi-or my divine! Hey Porter! Porter! Son, come and pick up my luggage from the car. Now I do not understand Taratha. Yes son, hurry up Babu ji, look if there is any one, then fix it
Ekka was off. The stairs were standing on the front street. The horse was moving slowly. Kailasi repeatedly said to her and said to Akkawan, "Son, hurry up!" I'll give you something. Seeing the crowd of passengers on the way, he was angry. He wanted to live on horseback; But when the house of Indramani came closer, Kailasi's heart began to sprout. From time to time, Rudra was blessed with auspicious blessing. God is all good-merging. Ekka turned towards the street of Indramani Unfortunately Calaisi's ear was crying. Kaleja came to the mouth. Dizziness in the head. I get stuck in the known river. I want to jump from one place to another. But in a short time it was realized that a woman is leaving from Maeqa, there is satisfaction. In the end, the house of Indramani arrived. Calaisi looked towards the fearful door. As the orphan boy ran away from home, hungry and hungry came home in the evening, with eyes stuck toward the door, that no one is sitting. The silence was shadowed at the door. Mahārāj was sitting seated on the seashore. Calaisi was a bit restless. While sitting in the house, the new babysitter is cooking potatoes. There was communication of force in the heart. If Sukhda was in the room, his heart was like a midday period of heat. Sukhda Rudra was sticking towards the door in the lap. The idol of mourning and compassion was made.
Kailasi did not ask anything from Sukhda. Rudra was taken from her lap and looking at the nails at her side said- Son Rudra, open your eyes.
Rudra opened his eyes, momentarily he kept looking at the midwife, then with the help of the right-hander's throat-Anna came! Anna came!
Rudra's yellow-faced face blossomed, like the oil in the lamp running out of the quenching. It seems as if something has increased.
A week has passed. It was morning. Rudra was playing in the patio. Indramani came out from the outside and lifted her in the lap, and said with love, kill her and kill her?
Rudra made a mouth-and said-no, it will cry.
Kailasi dialect, why did not you let me go Badrinath? Who will reward me for my journey?
Indramani smiled and said- you became even more virtuous than that. This shrine is Mahatirtha.
-M
unsi Premchand