my own personal feelings and rant for today

new beginings and firsts always scare the shit out of me more then anything in the world lol sometimes they can be exciting if they goes as planned but if they dont well thats just another hard lump to swallow, best you can do is hold your head up and remind yourself sure i may have looked foolish but at least i tried, life doesnt give you a personal manual and google only gives you a 50/50 range...after that its up to the individual to either step up or step aside, whats does make this a alot easier if you can find it? great communaction. no matter if its mine,,yours,,,,his, hers,,,theirs...ours everyone has their baggage and flaws, but if and when that right person comes along they wont care what baggage you have or flaws you have they will accept you and cherish the real person you bring to the table and if your really lucky....who knows maybe that person will see something in you that no-one eles sees and that person will be by your side...in your corner...and in your life maybe you offered something no matter how small it was to you for the other person maybe it could make a huge difference and not give but show them something they are not use to, dont try to be something your not and dont aim for perfect, just be the best you and the most real you that you can be and hope for the best at least this way it leaves wiggle room for plenty of stupid along the way, theres a time and a place for everything keep a steady balance if your always the funny person then who is going to turn to you when something serious happens, and dont always be serious cause if you cant go out of your way to make someone laugh or even smile that that just isnt living....i could prob just go on and on and on....but i cant sleep and this is whats been on my mind all night i think i just wanted to get it off my chest. hell who knows maybe this rant might hold a meaning to someone eles and if it does and if this helps then never give up if something is keeping you down...your in a rut...or you know you deserve better then dont let the negative or the shit end of life hold you back..Great people are all around and that one person can be the most amazing person to you show you care and let them know how you feel.well anyways thanks for playing along :)