Do not beat yourself up about your station in life. Good friends around you can also make a big difference. draw up a life plan, then break that plan down into small achievable steps. Every time you achieve a goal you will be more motivated to to carry on with your life plan. Are you in contact with your parents? They obviously must worry about you . Make peace with your past and look ahead to a brighter future.
I am very grateful for your sincere contribution. I also had bold plans and meticulous detail. But I did not finish it well.
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You are very welcome. Good luck with your future.