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I have followed you just incase i Need any help :)

Please feel free to message me any time! I will get back to you ASAP. As a quick question how is your self-esteem at the moment? Could it do with a boost?

@karenb54 replying to an earlier reply as the option to respond to your latest reply is absent, something about comment depth I believe.
If you would like some help with your situation and developing your self esteem I would be very happy to offer you some of the resources I have created for SurgingLife. I usually just leave it up to the universe and whoever comes to them comes to them, though in your case I would actually like to offer them to you free of charge. How does that sound to you? If you find them good for you and really are happy with what they do for you then you can always rate and review them which would be lovely. :)

Being able to stay in the house can in some ways be a gift for you right now, it gives you plenty of time to practice meditation in peace and quiet, assuming you can create a quiet space that is! Generating life change takes very little, the decision to start is the main thing, then the mindset to flow with it to something more positive than you had before. Then it is just up to practising with the techniques you choose to use. From there a new life awaits you! :)

I hand no self esteem at all. I have plenty of time to myself as everyone goes out to work leaving me by myself but it gives me time to think sbout all my problems