Hi @mimiuse welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
I really like how simply you express yourself, Mimi. You remind me of myself when I was your age, especially because of the conversations you have with your friend Shila.
Could you tell us how you found out about Hive? If a friend recommended it to you, it would be good to mention his/her username so he/she knows you posted. Here is some useful information, I recommend to start exploring the communities I link below.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!