@jesschristensen, thank you for your honesty. I greatly appreciate it.
It can be hard to open up and you are very brave to do so. I can not imagine how much you have hurt, but I am smiling that God has given you a forever family. And I will add a prayer that your marriage be a forever marriage as well.
Oh you are so kind! I have learned along my journey through the honesty from others willingness to share their life. I feel like it's my turn to pay it forward, and hopefully there will be someone who can find inspiration in their own life :)