The way you found crypto, it felt as if it was inevitable for you to do so. I guess your experience so far including your losses and gains have strengthened your perceptions. Win or loss now, you already know your goals and aspirations. Good to have you back.
Indeed I have made and lost a lot of money along the way. You learn to be thankful for what you have, it's made me the investor I am today. No regrets, only lessons.