Hello @elfree! This is @indayclara from @ocd (Original Content Decentralized) team. We saw that you already posted your first post here in Hive! Congratulations and welcome!
I think a lot of people will be able to relate to your musings. At the age of 29, I got the courage to start again from scratch and this time, I'm focusing on the things that I love. You may worry about financial stability but life isn't all about that. So if I was to give you a friendly advice, go find your passion first, know the real you and everything else will follow.
It's also best to subscribe to Communities you like and share your blogs there to have a wider range of audience. Or you can check out the Communities Incubation Program.If you are looking for tips and information as a Hive newbie, click here: Newbie guide. If you have questions, you can hop into Discord server and we'll gladly answer your questions.
Also, letting you know since content on the Hive platform is monetized, using other people’s ideas or images could be considered as an offense and which is also viewed in a serious light on the blockchain. Here is a useful collection of resources about how plagiarism and abuse is viewed and handled on Hive.