#Introduction
Hello, this is MeowX, a 23-year-old male cat from.. did you think I was going to leak my coordinates xD? Anyway, I am somewhere from this round earth, to narrow it down from the Asia part. No, Asia does not always mean Chinese.
I mostly behave like an average orange house cat. You know, silly, unwise, doing boring stuff, rotting in bed, carrying a small brain, etc. I do not know if I can explain things better than this. I used to make some cool gadgets back in the day using old electronic parts like remote-controlled lights, fans, inverters all that silly stuff until my dad broke them all. But there's one thing I do in my life that gives a slight happiness which is gaming and digging into tech stuff. Please, do not confuse me with a coder or programmer, I am too dumb for this.
Personal life
Now, to talk about my personal life, I do not have many friends. Actually, I barely got any friends. Man, I am one hell of an introvert out there with negative aura. The only best friend I have in my life is my mom and always will be. She is so cool. She is the best chef out there. I don't usually talk with people, but when I do, I overshare things. Moreover, overthinking is like my red blood cells. It's turning into a mental issue nowadays and I bet I am already a mental patient. I only have one hobby now and that is collecting diecast cars. I am currently collecting diecast car models, cool stuff. I will be attaching some images. I like liminal spaces and images too.
Now, some venting
I am tired of people controlling my life. I am tired of doing things that I don't want to do. I am tired of holding all the anger, rage, and regrets. Nothing makes sense nowadays. I wish I could end my sufferings, and make things right but how? I don't know. I live in a constant nightmare and the only way I wake up from this is when I sleep or put myself to sleep.
"Things have a habit of only making sense to me, long after I have run out of time to fix them." ~Max
Wrapping up
I wasted most of my life modding game files and optimizing my potato PC only to find out the registry tricks and unticking options do not work. Since I already wasted a lot, I thought I might share some experiences I gained over the years doing all this silly stuff. One thing before I leave, I love cats more than humans. Like God literally created them as cute plushy toys for us to play with. I had one but it died because most of the time I had to keep her outside since dad used to beat the shit out of her. Poor thing, I can never forgive him for that. Anyway, could not share a lot of things but I think I have shared enough for now. I will be seeing you in my upcoming posts!!