Hi @chillybeans16 welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
Oh, you've been through a lot of tough situations since you were young. I'm glad to read that you're hopeful and eager to keep fighting. I'm sure that your love for your children is the rock that sustains you, and I hope it continues to do so. You deserve for life to smile on you, and I hope it does. Follow your mentor's advice and you'll do well here.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!