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What was the pivotal moment where things really began to make sense?

The pivotal moment was when God (Holy Spirit) called me to wake up. Then I pursued God.

The pivotal moment was when God called me, keep in mind I said God called me, I did not call him, in fact I wasn't even thinking of him when He called. From that point on everything changed and I mean everything, not all at once. It was a process that is still going on.