It's Monday again.
And yes I am supposed to be in the office preparing some documents and presentations. It was supposed to be a busy day like it always.
But tell me why I am still here at home feeling inadequate, low and broke.
Tell me why I am shouting my head out just to keep this little human calm. Like he should understand simple instructions.
Based on my imagination my life is supposed to be a bite perfect by now, not me wait for the next client I would be attending to, not me washing and doing the dishes. Like I literally had those things figured out in my head before now.
Tell me why I am still struggling to make some of my dream trips, why haven't I gotten those things yet.
Like....I am so done with just the basic minimum I want more, I want them all.
Is that too much to ask for?
Hey girl, it's okay to feel that you've not gotten it all and your dreams not yet met, but remember how far you've come. You've got this.
!HUG
!BBH