IMHO, virus and vaccine was created by same lab. They had vaccine and decided to release the virus.
So, if you don't accept vaccine. You have high chances of get sick... And die.
The conspiration here, for me, is all system... Vaccine is in certain way safer than virus, cause they don't want everyone sick dead.
If you don't want mRNA vax, take coronavac.
I had close ones that die and close ones saved for first shot. If was not for the first shot, probability to die was big.
So, don't blame vax. Blame virus and system.
Take your shot and you will pass to next control population phase.
Stay safe.