I'm really sorry for your loss to :(
But when listening to you, seems to me like you are really strong individual
That gives me the feeling of safety, as I know you will overcome any obstacle thrown in front of you
Every trauma gives you a chance to rebirth, we must appreciate the good things & bad ones as well as they make us what we truly are
Sending love & peace, glad to connect to you!
Lets stay in touch :)