This is my entry into Micro-fiction contest hosted by @Jayna.
The phone rings.
Why respond to her message? Her worrying stresses me out.
The phone rings several times more before she picks up.
"Hello," she says as if waking from sleeping.
"Hello," I say in a flat, uninterested tone.
"Tristan!" She excitedly shouts. "I've been so worried about you."
"Hi."
I feel my rage, anger, and hostility bubbling up to the surface.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." In the past, I've told you, but you don't want to hear what goes against your beliefs. "What's up? I got your message."
"Oh, okay. ... I want to ask you about Sherrie. Have you heard from your bro..."
"Really?!" I quickly respond with. "You know we don't talk about him. We've talked about this."
Are you kidding me!? You know he doesn't want you in his life and he doesn't want me telling you anything he's told me. Are you trying to mess up our relationship so that I'll never speak with you again? Is that it?
"Ya, but I just w..."
"I don't care." My demeanor is calm. "We don't talk about him or anything I've heard from him."
Hold your ground, Tristan, and keep your emotions in check. Blowing up at this person doesn't help me nor her.
A moment of silence passes. She's now crying on the other end.
Emotional manipulation tactics. Not today, mom. This must be a test to see how much I've learned from Taiji.
"I'm going to have to go," she says.
"Okay."
"I love you."
I hang up the phone, thinking will we ever be able to repair our relationship?
[Photo is mine]
It was funny to me that the prompt this week was test because I literally just got off the phone with her and saw the prompt. In the past, I've completely lost my shit. Not cool, I know. I'm working on having a relationship with my brother and he doesn't want her in his life at all. I'm respecting that even though I don't agree with him on many points.
There are many problems when one doesn't resolve their own trauma before having children. One being that they most likely will pass on that trauma to their children and neglect to understand what that creates.
Please, get some help and work on yourself before bringing more people into this world if you are a trauma survivor.
The Body Keeps the Score is an excellent resource.
Here is the freewrite, host by @mariannewest, post I wrote for this weeks challenge (of which I had to chop a lot out to make this work because I went way over five minutes writing this piece). Test: Day 486: 5 Minute Freewrite: Monday
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Wow, @tristancarax. That's some serious stuff, right there. Sounds like writing through it is a healthy thing to do! Family relationships can be so challenging. On the positive side, those challenges make excellent fuel for writing.