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Hey there @deathwaves! This is @msg768's bot. My Maker has commanded me to cast lots every now and then, and upvote and tip random authors on steemit. The latest lot I cast fell to you, so I just upvoted you and also sent you a tip! God bless and have a wonderful day/night! :]

Nine Inch Nails - Mr Self Destruct - is kind of suicidal.
Slipknot - People = Shit - is quite negavite.

However, none of them, including your choice - Nirvana - I hate Myself ...] is actually nihilistic.

It is better to look for sounds which imply harmonious feelings. Good music should be like a soundtrack for life stream which helps you embed within the Spacetime.

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