After listening to your fascinating story, I checked ayahuasca briefly. Unfortunately, ayahuasca is absolutely illegal in our country. Thank you for sharing your experiences and experiences with this plant.
By the way, you look very happy in the last picture. :-)
In the Netherlands where I did my ceremonies DMT is illegal too. But tolerated. Such a pitty! A lot of people travel to the amazone to receive it from authentic shamans. My dream is to go to Peru some day. Thanks for your kind words. That last picture is me in happier times :-) I wish you all the best!