Yes....you are in the lion's mouth.....you and your family will be in @bleujay's prayers.
rbthieme.org may be helpful as well as Grace Evangelistic Ministries/Moses Onwubiko on facebook from Lagos Nigeria...a pastor...who has written several books.
Wishing you God'best for your life. Cheers.
Thanks a lot. I appreciate your prayers and concerns. God bless you.