Let go of being impatient all the time, it’s literally killing me and it’s killing my growth. Need to disconnect from fantasy and start looking at reality, where things happens slowly and growth takes a long time. Sure I might not enjoy what I get in end (human beings are never satisfied), however the journey will teach me discipline.
I’m sure this resonates with you.
That is a great challenge, and I can completely relate.
I still struggle in this area, in the area (specifically) of believing that I can "make a living" from things that were ill-designed to make a living from. The "reality" of perhaps needing to take a soulless job in a soulless company merely to survive clashes with my fundamental beliefs about our freedom, as human beings. It's not about money, it's about facing some fictional reality that "they" are somehow "winning" if I have to do anything most of the world considers "normal." Patience here is of the utmost importance... because we can live life on our own terms, but it's not just an "on switch;" it can take years to find/build stability.