it might be called 'truth maturity.'
though we can't help it from time to time.
hopefully you have realised the world isn't going to wake up or take action, full digital enslavement is coming, and the people will be their own guards, as you have likely already seen.
is this defeatist? yes, but also a smart use of your energies and resources: we CAN help insulate ourselves against what is to come by saving, learning and preparing.
after all, we don't actually want to take the mark of the beast do we? and not doing means being unable to work or spend in the new digital system they will reset the economy with after they have collapsed it.
you sound local (as in britain.) pleased to meet you..
I'm not all that local but I talk a bit like a POM...
you do, and it's still nice to meet you.