first, glad you are doing better.
we have a saying "Svakome je svoja muka najteža" it is a bit hard to translate but roughly "to everyone, their problems are the biggest"
Today is 30 days from my social distancing. we are on a strict curfew for few weeks now, and currently on the 60 hours lock down. is my situation better than yours? for sure. is it great? not at all. should i complain about it? i don't know.
as for rewards, i am on the cycles. from why am i even doing all of this, no one cares, to i don't care i am doing this for me.