Sorry to hear that, @merej99! Having them cut off the light at the end of your tunnel, when you are on the verge of something positive like moving, makes it even harder. I hope your walks help, and the support you have here on Steemit, too. I hope you find a great opportunity soon!
I think that's the hardest part to take -- someone shut off the damn lights again and I'm getting pretty sick of it. LOL I guess I'll have to learn how to navigate in the dark.
I feel for you. Let's hope you find something special in the dark -- or at least another light comes on!