You have my deepest sympathies. The death of our paternal figure is always a test no matter what age we are when it happens. (I was 25 when mine died). At this point I would usually assure the bereaved person that death is just a door between one place and another and how the word itself refers only to the death of the body, but looking briefly at your next message it seems very much like I don't need to tell you that :)
For the wands I totally agree. It simply isn't comfortable to grip them all night and I have given up on this. Am using strips of light material for the arm straps, tied around the end of each wand and arm. I tried hair-bands but this makes it too tight! It's not working 100% great yet with the material straps but I will send you a photo when I get it just right. It's about time I wrote an update post on this subject to be honest! Morning sungazing always seems like the best time of day to hold them. The most powerful time. A time of day when I have sensed my father with me many times and it would not be unusual for me to have a little cry in these moments. Not out of sadness but joy. Joy for the pure connectivity I have been able to retain with him.
Thank you for the condolences, and I'm sorry you were only 25 when your dad departed this world.
I do the morning sungazing/meditating/hoping-praying too with the wands!
Love this:
I have not sensed my dad or my sisters being with me in spirit, but I never stop hoping.
I can imagine they are with me, but never "know" or even believe.
Belief ever eludes me.
I'm so glad you feel the conviction - the certainty!
And yes please let me know what works with nightly wand wearing. I've considered a pair of socks, toes cut out, if I could find any long enough and tight enough (small-boned, wrists smaller than a kindergartner's).
Our fathers!
May they be with us, with or without morning sun and wands in hand!
Right, I am back with you again. Ever since I started looking at frequency devices for healing I have been swept up in a wave of research and writing which has fully occupied all the time I am not at the garden. Am currently on the last of six devices, one of which was the terahertz wands. Not too much interest from the community it would seem but a few people have had experience with various different devices.
For a seamless connection with people who have passed I find it helpful to remind myself that life is a cycle, so they could come back as anything. A bird, an insect, a plant. Anything with a soul. So while I am sungazing I hold this in mind and watch what happens. And what happens is that very often a bird (or other flying being) will suddenly shoot right past my nose or 'give me a kiss' in a way that tells me this is no ordinary moment and I am standing in the presence of a soul who is excited to see me. And sometimes, just sometimes I can feel that soul to be dad. He did not live anything close to an enlightened life so has likely chosen to be animals & insects for at least a few cycles, to get back to the roots of who we really are.
There is a great short story by Andy Weir called The Egg which you will enjoy if you've not read it. It implies that every human soul we encounter is actually just us in another body.
There is a book too which gives us absolute proof there is life after death. "Proof of Heaven" by Dr Eben Alexander. Highly recommend the read, with an unexpected twist which offers the definitive proof. I won't spoil it for you!
I think it was Bill Hicks who said "We are one consciousness experiencing itself individually", which seems to sum it up rather well. But while I do love this idea I suspect it is actually more complex than this.
My wands are kind of on the side at the moment. I hold them (normally) during my siesta. If I am lucky enough to get one ;) So hot during the day at the moment (37°C) I don't like the material around my arms. Just need to get motivated and complete the night time holder, though even at night it's pretty hot! Don't know how @sebcam doesn't get hand cramps but yes, like you I can only hold them for a period of time, perhaps 30mins, before my hands get tired. We probably need to build up our hand muscles more!
I just looked and it turns out there are lots of funny looking ways we can do that ;)