I am Soon.
A name I gave myself because of the situation I find myself in -- stuck between fading and new.
Some will know what that means, others will not.
Nevertheless, what was all this then?
A test.
No. No-one was coming to get me. No. There was no mafia. No. I was not off my meds. No. I don't know what the Clintons are up to lol.
The information I fed to certain people about my Mental Health was done so in a way to cause concern, but not alarm.
I was not hospitalized, nor was I in any danger.
Because of certain people who know my name and address I did have to go through some minor mental health checks though, which was annoying.
I am now discharged from that and there was never anything to worry about.
Rumours of my craziness were grandiosely blown out of proportion
I am about to enter hyper abundance and I needed to know who had my back should I fall. This was a test not unlike what you see done on Mental Health wards so that people can cope with their lives better.
You were all tested in your very own way, and damn did most of you fail spectacularly.
Not only did you collectively destroy my token, my reputation, but you tried to get social services and the Police involved.
Have I not shown most of you love and mercy over the years?
Most of you that surround me should know by now that I'd rather fall on my sword than do anything to that which I have built over the years, or the people I've loved around me.
What I sat and watched over the last few weeks has been nothing short of disgusting.
Yet, at the slightest bit of trouble all of you wanted me in jail because of what? Pennies.. when there are others here that do so much worse like say.. cough@ecoinstantcough
Nevertheless, what's done is done and time waits for no-one.
My new place of love is about to open soon and I'll give you the honour roll of who has got a seat should they wish it.
@opidia (Cherie) -- Should Cherie come back, the girl that floats around happily, gives me money because she believes in me and enjoys love wherever she goes -- you will get to retain your Keeper of the Flame role, and the hyper rewards with it. In her honour we'll decorate the walls with her art and poetry.
She will also get to pick her own seats at the table and I won't judge her one bit for it. I know she has her reasons.
@themarkymark -- for a man that's made so much from me yet threatens to get the Police involved, the HMRC involved, and get me banned from a place I loved dearly, when I am down at least $9k in your projects yet you refuse to acknowledge it, you are a pig of a man. Scum. You will know neither chair nor place in my new kingdom. You can fuck off to wherever deludes you best. The rewards will be abundant but all your co-signatories will be locked off from the system. I'll make sure of it. You can burn in hell for all I care. Your debts will be honoured though. I guarantee it.
@neoxian -- You.. most surprised me. I learned community and honour from you yet as soon as I falter in the slightest you sell a token I've been trying my hardest to upkeep, and even although you falter on your side of the bargain you insist I upkeep mine. You will know no chair, however you can come in. Once you shed that tight fist of yours and begin to understand that abundance comes when we all participate, then you will eventually know chair. I do still believe that you are a man between two worlds. There is still light in everyone, I do believe it so. Your debts will be honoured too.
@dbooster -- Out of everyone; you defended me, you sang poetry and writing that kept me busy whilst I was going through all that, and you tried your hardest to make things right, even although it was not beneficial to you -- you will know Chair sir and the rewards that come with it.
@bozz -- A man of God that knows zero mercy. Shame. You can come in but you will no chair until you shed that bullshit façade you have going on. Learn more about blessed are the meek, and, maybe soon.
Stickupboys is gone -- our relationship is done.
@beardoin -- Loyal friend to the end. This man has lent me thousands over the years and has never asked for anything in return nor did he join shiteaterville. Chair for him. Easy choice.
@burlarj and @xawi -- both of you will know chair. You have helped me in ways over the years and have asked for zero in return, just a hand in friendship. Both of you will know chair should you wish to join us.
@silverstackerUK -- despite attempts to convince you otherwise I know you stuck with me through and through. Even as there was a chance to completely destroy me you did not. You protected your own reputation but tried in your own way to defend me. I'm not one to beat around the bush but your projects are not only sound but a credit to the Hive community. You will know chair should you wish to join us.
@trumpman -- you will know no place in my kingdom. You are a fat shit of a bully. Look inwardly before you toss cuntish remarks at others. May you drown in Gifu, because you have neither the balls nor the leadership skills to see it through.
@epic-fail -- the man that gives. If you can respect that we're going very official soon and come down off that weird whatever it is that's going on -- you will know chair too. Your debts will be repaid soon.
@hurtlocker -- time is ticking bud. You can either drop people like @ecoinstant and the shit that surrounds him or you can join me in my venture. There's no place in my kingdom for people like him or the people he hangs with, so time is ticking. You will know Chair, or exile.
@freecompliments -- you were always going to make it in sir. You stayed out and minded your own business and tried to help. There's a chair there if you want it. Must have been weird to see all this play out. Sorry about that.
@tokenizedsociety -- Chair requires business, and you seem busy with your own things at the moment. You will have to prove to me you want a Chair at the table should you want it.
@bulliontools -- you will know zero place in my kingdom. Your recent actions prove it. You should check your ego. Your penis size is not as big as you think it is. You can enjoy Marky's balls as you lick them.
Everyone else is free to join whenever they please. The rewards will be abundant. What's next is grandiose -- but you will have to pass through fire as these people have done to see Chair.
Chairs will be awarded every year.
You will earn your keep.
Unlike the bullshit you have seen in the past.
Yes, this is Raymond that writes this but I am no longer the man you once knew. Loyalty comes at a high price. I have shown you mine for free all of these years, now it's time for you to return that favour.
If you fuck with me, the keeper of the flame or any of my chairs, I will come for you.
I promise you that.
BRO holders will be duly rewarded in recompense for what they lost. If you sold, you get nothing. I have snapshots both before and after already so you need not try.
Ray, you know that I will always be a friend.
The most painful part of this was the thought of losing a good person in my life. Additionally, the first thought that came to my mind was that this was all a test, and if not, then a psychotic manifestation of schizophrenia (which I was mentally hitting myself for not recognizing).
My decision to undelegate was simply due to one thing: I did not believe that, at the time, you had the capacity to maintain leadership. I recall that when I had my own crisis last year, I knew that I was not in a position that allowed me to effectively lead, and I did not want to destroy what had already been built, so I stepped down from my duties as a leader and let the community fly free. I was OK with letting go of a position of power because I knew that it would be better for the community.
Your test was the polar opposite in action. I understand that you wanted to test loyalty, but you did so in such a way that destroyed the community, rather than pulled it together. Naturally, it revealed some negative personality traits, but ultimately, this was a test which was harmful in every possible way. A leader should want to build net positive engagement in the community, rather than put it under this type of stress test with a high likelihood of tearing it apart. It brought emotional harm to good people (not to speak of the financial implications). I hope this makes sense.
It is for this reason - the fact that I do not believe in the implementation of this crucial leadership decision - that I am not going to further engage in any Hive-related activities with you. This is not about the money, and never was. It was about building something beautiful together, and I frankly do not believe that you exhibited the characteristics to do so with your decisions over the past couple of weeks.
While I was distraught by this situation, I will still always be a friend and chat with you. Furthermore, I am still concerned about your mental well-being. Even if done as a "test" or some type of "fun," your actions were sociopathic in nature and frankly every concerning. I hope that you have family and friends physically by your side, and if you do not, please have someone who cares for you, and whom you trust, next to you. I am as serious as can be, Ray.
Always wishing you all the best, brother. May this be the last message I write on Hive, and only for you, Ray.
Fine. I understand this.
An explanation:
I am about to come into serious financial wealth.
I could no longer continue with what I had built with those that were by my side. My discord lacked motivation, it lacked passion, and ultimately it lacked integrity -- we saw this with what happened when I birthed LGN.
I tore the community apart, yes. This is part of death. For the world to move on death is a natural part of the cycle -- for the good to remain and prosper, the impure must die.
The people I picked were few, and should they not wish to join me in my venture then that is totally fine. The rewards that come will attract many nonetheless.
Let me be crystal clear -- I hated every minute of what played out. I did not enjoy it and I did not enjoy watching those I thought that had my back and turn on me on a whim and get my local services involved. This is not friendship, it is malice.
This is why for what I have planned the old must die. I must remove the hateful elements to let the pure stay and enjoy the fruits of my labour, rather than take it for granted which they have done so for many years.
But.
All debts will be repaid, and I'll make everyone square with BRO. That is a promise.
However, LGN will die. Everyone that holds that had their fill from my generosity.
Ok thief
You should try dieting fat man.
Weight loss pills?
now you have become a korean?
Those who have no legitimate argument resort to pathetic attempts to insult.
You have no kingdom. I don't care about a chair. I have four at my dinner table, two spares in a closet and two folding chairs in another closet. I have two couches and a recliner, so I'm covered there, too. 🤪
When the harvest comes I will be selling your bullshit token to the dirt.
It's a good token.
One I had faith in.
But the man that steers the ship is a pussy.
Good luck with that. 😉
Please sell (or burn) the gifu on the vaultoffire as well asap so the community can move forward without you. Or send them back to gifu the main account.
Remember, that's not your money but of the community so do the right thing.
No.
I will keep it and let it loom over your head.
Like you have done with me for nearly a year.
This is your fault and your fault alone.
When the community asks -- tell them it was because you couldn't let shit go.
It's ok we will fork you out and you will hold a worthless bag.
Honestly I didnt expect anything better from you. A worthless bum to the end . Good bye.
Edit: And a thief. 23.070.270 is the exact amount of tokens you have stolen. Enjoy them while they are still worth anything.
Clap back @trumpman 💃
Might I suggest you work on Punks that I can never sell to anyone.
Or anything else you have made for that reason.
Punks was a proof of concept what was possible on Hive that no one has ever done before. They were sold for 20% of the price you and many others suggested. I did not ask you to buy them. They do everything that was promised and still do today.
Due to how things are here, I decided not to make the games I had planned, but I never even mentioned I was making games or promised them.
Blah blah blah.
Still worth $0.
You scraped $250k from that.
At least I'm honouring my shit.
I got just under 200K hive, which is worth about $22k.
They still do exactly what was promised and are still up and running. Nothings changed.
Honoring? LOL. You destroyed all your shit.
No, you guys did.
Correction there. If you check all my accounts you'll see that nothing I had is destroyed, nor did I sell anything.
Everything I had on me was never sold.
Your lust for pennies.. even although your empire is staggering is what destroyed it. Remember that.
Running an illegal security and telling everyone it is all worthless and dump it is a crime. I'm sure you know this though.
I don’t think anyone knows what the hell you are even saying.
Now is time for belief.
To those that know it's pretty damn square what I mean.
Ray = heading into wealth
You = tested for loyalty
Ray = Yes, your financial awareness and sound belief in positive trades and all that I stand for would be a credit to our system, but not as you're hanging around fuckheads like ecoinstant.
So you get a choice. Like I did, when I was 26. Give up eating shit for breakfast and come join a place that will actually care for you and have you as part of the family..
.. or eat more shit.
This is essentially the choice I was given when I was younger.
The road to wellness comes at a cost sir. You always wanted help. I'm extending my hand to you.
But the choice is ultimately yours.
You said it was an investment token, you never told me you wanted to turn it into a cult.
Not a cult.
Again, the choice is yours.
Join
Or not join.
I burned my tokens. I don't have any assets associated with you. No I will not join this nonsense.
You still have assets you are curating with. You told people everything was worthless.
Those assets in theory would belong to the asset holders of your tokens no?
There are people who lost a lot less than me and are really hurting, this is just pouring salt on the wound.
Welp.
When it all comes don't say I didn't warn you.
It's so strange. You've claimed to be an honourable man in the past, which I do so believe -- yet you mix swords with a greasy cunt like @ecoinstant who will sell his nan down the river for a free lassecash.
I genuinely don't understand what Eco has to do with this
This isn't an easy choice Hurt.
It never is.
But you'll face exile when it comes, and remember that was a choice that you made.
I'll lock you off from it too.
The path through fire is hard.
You are like the crazy ex girlfriend I never asked for
I'm neither crazy nor female.
Everything seems crazy when you're inebriated.
I literally quit drinking because of this