Loop of Desire

in #poetry6 years ago

i never want to describe you like other heavenly bodies
how beautiful your soul cannot be compared to them
you are divine and pure, just and perfect
you are more than the sadness of the rain
or even the glooms of a cloudy sky
the sun is not even close to how senselessly gorgeous you are
i don't want to describe you at all
or even how i feel when i think about you
we are not those star crossed lovers
nor the cruellest of being foes
we are just strangers caught in an injustice web of desires
helpless and intertwined, strange yet divine
we are into licking each other's wounds
watering each other's beauty

and we smile to cover up the bitterest of our darkness and mess
cause what we have cannot be compared to the brutals of hell
nor the madness in a well in heaven with God
we are more drowned than the truths in the ocean
we are lost more than the knowledge of man

and i have known the tales you choose to tell
i have known them well
for the breath of your every word is the sense of wanting me near, calloused, etherized, enslaved in your embrace, in your world
and i'll let you be,
i'll let you be,
i tell thee

and i have known every tweaks of your brows
or even your bows
for the movement of your every smile has the meaning to confine me in your own misery
and i have let you be
i let you be
i tell thee

we are tied up
gentle or not
dead and forgotten in a loop
but i want to die again with you