She seems like glowing,
but deep inside she's drowning,
she seems to have full of happiness,
no one knows that she's full of sadness.
She seems like okay,
through her eyes you can see that she's lost in a long way,
she seems like enjoying her life,
but she's already stab in the heart of too many knives.
She seems like fighting,
Looking like the scary light in the sky called lightning,
but no one knows that she is broke,
like the comedian's scripted joke.
And it seems that you are going through a lot of things right now! You'll be okay and I know you will @yurean!