Don't be jealous too much that you don't post. Use it as motivation. There are still only 27,000 total users on steem, some of them with hacked/lost accounts too. We are in the infant stages. You'll never regret it.
You might even want to put some btc into your steem power. My short term goal was to make 1 steem power a day from just idling. And now I am. Next goal is to become a superuser.
Set some goals and start posting and curating. Best of luck.