Well, now I know why. Sorry to hear about all of that. It does, though, sound like you're working through it, even if it is just getting to the next day some days. And I'd say, based on what I see you doing around Steemit, you're doing more than just getting through things here.
I would also say a vacation has now crossed your mind. :) And maybe if you were to keep thinking about it, it would be come a reality at some point. Maybe? :)
Haha yeah, you got a point... :D
To tell you the truth, it still sucks but I'm trying. I'll give it my best shot and hopefully I'll be able to come out stronger and better than ever before.