I would quote your entire story, but that seemed unreasonable.
This is steem, you could have reposted it as your own :'D
I've felt this way since probably sometime around November of last year.
This period accentuated it a lot, price tends to do that. After wards, the entitlement as prices dropped also.
There are still many people on Steemit who are doing the right thing and are working toward the original concept of Steemit..
There are and I am still comfortable being in this community based on the potential. There might come a time where all of this early drama is irrelevant.
I'm hoping that this is the case, but I'm hedging my bets a little by keeping a portion of my SP in liquid form. I'm not cashing out, but I'm holding ready to convert funds in case of a Steem-pocalypse... Also, it gives me the ability to quickly Power-Up in case of a turn for the better!