It is difficult to say what goes on your mind when you're not even sure what is happening. But, it makes me happy to know that somehow I actually managed to express the way I feel.
Certainly there is a bit of humor there. Over the years I've realized that I do that every time I have to talk about something serious. I think it works for me, it helps me not to feel overwhelmed by this kind of thing.
I'm really glad that you like it, and thank you very much for your kind words, my friend :)