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Yes it's pretty tough for me to look at the account as it is now. A deep breath and I focus my mind on happy thoughts :)

The harderst part is knowing that the next power down is in 6 hours from now... and there is nothing I can do about it. 400 STEEM I need to support my family of 4.

The generosity of this platform has been unreal though. Just take a look at the donations in my wallet which came in today.

I am going to write a post about this next. The Steemit community really is amazing :) There is no other community like this one.