Sure @crypto.piotr, I'm not one hundred percent sure the implied meaning behind your expression, but I have an idea. Yes, I find many aspects of human psychology to be shocking, at least, the current state of affairs in relation to psychological states in general. I think cognitive dissonance is appropriate to coin here. If my meaning resonates, I am not sure. At times you are a man of little words, which I find to be a sign of great intelligence.
I'm working towards not being so bothered by what I see, because it's a nice way to backslide during the course of one's healing process.