I'm crying reading this! Wow. Love how you told you story as a poem, (I love poems, go figure). I know how hard that must be to admit. Not only that you had an alcohol problem, but to acknowledge the danger and harm that you put your family through.
It's so good to hear that you're four years sober! That's a lot of achievement, and I don't think that it gets easier by time. It's an active choice every day that you should be really proud of! Gosh, this was so touching and emotional, kudos on your honesty and progress.
@poetrybyjeremy It has become easier to stay clear of it over time. You learn triggers, environment, and don't go to them. I appreciate you taking the time to read and glad you enjoyed.
That makes sense - if your triggers are quite manageable and you know them, then yes, it would be quite easier. It's nice to see people owning their mistakes and being so successful in managing their life. InspiringDude.