What an incredibly moving post. I enjoyed the raw emotion as well as the rhythm of the wording. This was my favorite part...
“Enough enough I can’t take this anymore, choose me or that bottle, or I am walking out that door”. But I love you, “it makes me hate you”, I need you “No, I am leaving you”.
I like that it's both a poem and a means to help people. Thanks for sharing it.
I am glad you enjoyed, my goal was to capture the moment. Placing the reader in the conversation, and sharing my struggle between holding on to what I loved, and losing whom I loved.
I think you definitely accomplished your goal.