I like the random ADD introspection of this post. Sometimes you need to stop filtering your thoughts and to redact your writing and let your idea just flowing on paper (or computer), at 4 am while listening to some upbeat music and while sipping a whiskey, or smoking, whatever gets you in that mood.
You inspired me and I may write an article about my "obsessive thoughts" as part of my 30 days writer challenge:
https://steemit.com/suicide/@rainelemental/writer-challenge-30-articles-in-30-days