Loved your post, I can totally relate to the dissillusionment you experienced and the journey to figure out the truth.
I've come to similar conclusions and whenever my take on the world comes up in different conversations people never realize the amount of work and research I did in pursuit of my current truth and belief.
It's fairly easy to have a conversation about such topics but unless someone else has done the research into the Federal Reserve, 9/11, the banking cartels and the underlying impact they've had on history, it's hard to convey the staggering impact on your life that comes from realization. It's also difficult to explain how you came to those conclusions because there are literally thousands of little details and coincidences that aren't coincidences that ultimately were the threads that once pulled unraveled everything for me. I can often relate the bigger pieces, but for someone else to get the picture fully, they have to unravel the tapestry themselves.
I don't think I even realized how much work that actually was for me until reading your post. It really made me think about the years of research and learning I undertook and why I undertook them in the first place.
That realization only comes through self initiated desire to know. I don't really worry about what people believe, but it can definitely be frustrating when people quickly dismiss your views off handedly without realizing the time, effort and toll it took to come to them. It's so much easier to just believe the narrative, though the truth of things really isn't that hard to uncover, especially in this day and age.
The beautiful thing is that there are more and more of us that do realize the discrepency and by living in alignment with value are bringing more peace, abundance and liberty to the world.
More than a decade ago when I first came to some key realizations there weren't many around me that understood. As the years have gone by I've watched more and more folks come to the same conclusions. As long as there is a drive to understand and platform to share truth, we'll all find our way to a better world.
and of course community can only accelerate that process while at the same time immediately delivering that sense of connection and belonging that we as a species so dearly need.
More are awake now it seems. Hopefully a better world manifests.