Is that not what raptors do? Test the fence?
I can see the long climb I have ahead. Personally it sucks donkey balls. But I am at a crossroads. I did not arrive here by chance. Work to do. Not trying to redefine myself. Just trying to let go of diseased narratives by exploring old wounds from the past. Finding the things that anchor me to the unsuitable and surgically remove them. My job as I move forward is to make sure I do not become a raptor and I will see if the community sees any value in what I post. Ciao for now. More on this later...
PS. Browncoats rule!!!