I understand exactly what you are saying because I too walk in some very similar shoes. When asked "why", I can often only say, "because". Because it's what I feel to be right, and I too have to go with that.
Good for you to write this and figure out a way of expressing it all so well! :)
@lynncoyle1 thanks hon... yeah it can get a little overwhelming sometimes, but again, like I said... I definitely wouldnt change it for the world! ❤️❤️❤️