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you have to contact hivekeepers

Thanks so much. I'm indeed grateful, it was childish of me to have done that. Please, how do I locate hivekeepers?

no idea for abuse. You will have to google it.

thanks for your resilience and support. I'm not happy that we have to converse again like this.

I am confident that some time in the future, if you are still around - you will be doing something similar again.

this is my first time doing this. we humans are prone to error, but when corrected i do believe people change with time

Shame on you - I have nothing else to say.

And why do you say that?

If we have had a similar conversation to this in the past, there is likely to be a similar conversation to this in the future too.