I am a little bit lost for words. You've been a huge part of this community since the first day I stumbled over here and I know that stacking is in your blood so I also know you won't get away from the Stackitis that easy my friend!
I understand how easy it is to get burnt out or overwhelmed when trying to show some leadership and make tough decisions in a community like this and it's OK to take a break. Family must ALWAYS come first and you've been through a pretty rough time lately so there is no shame in stepping back to focus on what's REALLY important.
Anyone who's been here a while knows how much you've done for this community. I volunteered to do a job here because I saw something good. This community is not perfect but #SteemSilverGold is not going anywhere. We will be here for you when you're ready.