We only list people that are voted by both @curie and @steemstem here. And the list is two weeks old (you can check the dates).
Anyone is then welcome to be a member of the community. Step 1 is to join us on discord, which you already did (and where you are quite active! thanks!). So in fact, you are now part of us ;)
In order to get support, maybe the best would be to get in touch with our mentors ;)