its really hard time we lost someone who very close to us but god is great and it always give us power from inside to go ahead and take care of us, in your both photo cealrly seeing difference in your smile but we all know why it is and there is not any issue with it because people mostly like to speak for others but when they pass from that pain then they will realise that how actual reality and so sorry for your son.
You're very right, sir @birjudanak. Ty so much.