Can only imagine what it was like.
Seeing yourself from deep inside.
Not knowing whether to scream or cry.
Not knowing whether you'd live or die.
Was there anger?
Was there fear?
What emotion shed each tear?
Was love felt through the chaperone,
knowing she wouldn't die alone?
God has no humor and life is cruel -
as I too - lost one much too soon.
It should have been her -
my other sister.
She's nothing more than a festering blister.
But such is life and its confounded game.
This thing I feel, it has no name.
Confusion, anger, sorrow, and pain.
My comfort today is the silence of rain.
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Rain is sometimes the best nurturer, washing away pain or at least inviting rest. Allowing the feelings to come, to move through, even in their intensity, is healing. Sometimes we don’t get to understand why, but it always helps me to remember that spirit never dies. 💞
I think @katrina-ariel said it best. Feel it because it means love. 💚
So sorry about the events that led-up to your having to write this. Beautifully done, though, and know that you are in the thoughts & prayers of those who love you... 💜
Like Tears, in the Rain!
I am sorry, my friend. Sending a little Blue Hug!
Rain like tears needs to fall and make its healing, feed the emotions and let it all wash away after the flood.
Im sorry you going through so much right now and are hurting.
We don't always know why things happens and life isn't always fair.
All my love and thoughts are with you ❤️
I belive her spirit Will fly free... Always present in your heart.
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the poetry is very perfect, I have an idea why it was made so perfect. Even so, sorry for that sadness you're feeling right now.
It's nice to feel the rain or to have rain, the sorounding's quiet. You can cry if you want to and you can shout your pain. Hoping for the pain my friend to be healed slowly.
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much love from my self and the furries <3
I have felt that way, @enginewitty... for extended periods.
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Beautifully sad. Thanks for sharing.
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Lovely, heartfelt, and heart-wrenching. Beautifully said.
Your fam is here for you. We love you. Take the time you need to move through this.