Such people as we, can't normally live because we are too correct. It doesn't mean that we obey mother, we don't drink and we don't deceive. Simply in us there is soul, that human thread that grants to us the right to be called the person. It is painful to us to look at a problem and to understand that you are powerless it to correct. She slowly kills you from within. You feel not it as all. And everything that it was necessary for you, has in a moment lost meaning. You have just ceased to live because you have been brought up in pink glasses.