I feel you. I always loved Utah Phillips but never really saw anarchy as a practical solution until my oldest who is crazy smart and very practical started talking about anarchocommunism. It's very interesting. Meanwhile, I've long considered myself a progressive/socialist, but now I'm very concerned about what's happening in democratic socialist countries in Northern Europe, and I'm also totally over politics and any idea of changing anything in a massive scale like that. The personalizing of it is so much of what I loved about what you said.
Maybe you should do a workout video. c;