When someone suddenly wakes up from a nightmare, he realizes that's just a nightmare, nothing happens in real life. What just happened and you are going through, it's nightmare in real life.
Glad to know you are safe and getting support. Hope things get better for you and all the people who are going through this.
Thank you Reaoanul bhai. It is difficult to imagine this is my reality...every day I feel like its a nightmare and I can wake up...