So sorry honey. You cannot totally blame yourself. You were overtaken by excitement and this is just serving as a lesson for next time. Whenever i miss anything valuable, i feel like i should just die. But as time passes, you get to feel better and used to the fact that it is gone and nothing can change that.
So u brazen up and stop beating yourself. And for a reminder, you might prolly not have to stay so long without a new one.
Where i'm from, there's this belief that when you're robbed, the thief has somehow taken all your misfortunes.
God works in mysterious ways. Your miracle is just by the corner.
Sorry dear