Sure is a lot you have to think about and tough decisions to make, I think doing the massage course is a great idea to give you more options, as to moving or staying I feel you would really prefer to stay out of a town but it may not be an option, I dont think I can give any advise other than weigh the pros and cons both with your brain and your heart :)
Thanks for weighing in @tattoodjay - I am really struggling with this decision aarrrgghhh!!!! On one hand I know what would be better in the long run and on the other I love where I am!
@andysantics48 Trust yourself to make the best decision :)