HI Jade, Welcome
(and welcome back?)
Look up different how- to's and check the publish date. Things change over time. One hint can make a huge difference so if you're up to it, start shape shifting.
Steemit is strange. And it can be amazing. Valuable, but that value shows up in different ways to different people who are open to different possibilities.
Life is never quite what it appears to be as your approaching.
This is like life on a different scale. A view from a road vs. the map. And it's weird, worth it. Keep looking.
Let's hear from you again.